Back-stabber

It's hard to have a friend that stab your own back even though you know that they were talk behind your back , you can't do anything about it . 

I don't know if I should consider them as a friends or not.. But seriously, I can't do anything.. I just watch them betraying me and laugh their ass off because of my stupidity. I know that it was my fault after all, but I have change! I swear to god that I am completely changed! Why can't they see it!? 

I don't know what they have told my classmate about me but I’m sure that all the girls seem like looking down towards me and start saying hateful words. Until now, I’m still wondering when I can have happiness. I just want to be happy and free from this shit. Please, I need somebody to rely on. 

-Nana-

Happy Teachers Day, Miss Ros

I know this is a bit late...but.. HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! :D

Although most of the teachers didn't recognize me since I was a "normal" student...I mean plain.. -Sigh-

Most of you must have your own favorite teachers right? Well, for me I have a very special teachers that make me who I am right now. 

Her name is Miss Ros, a bubbly chubby English teacher -I give her that name- she is really nice to me and the first teachers that call me by my own nickname . Last year, she was my home ran teacher. Miss Ros was really funny , cool and friendly, I love her freestyle learning . She treats us like her own children and thanks to her I got a really excellent grade in English. 

But this year my friends told me that she was sick, almost every week she didn't attend to school because of her disease . But one day, she came to school even though that she look really weak , I ask her if she sick but her answer is "yes, I'm sick but teaching the student make me feel well" her words really make my heart move and since that day my only intention to learn is to show Miss Ros that her sacrifice really worth it. 

I hope I could see you everyday Miss Ros! I love you! <3 ^^

-Nana- 

Little Things About Women

"Women are made to be loved, not to be understood" Oscar Wilde 

The best quotes about women I ever heard . It's true that women are hard to being understood, sometime we would cry because of the small things that you did . We hate when the boy said something bad about our appearance, our attitude and make a dirty joke about us , seriously it's not funny . For example, if you say girl A is ugly just like a monkey , she would remember those words on her entire life, so be careful because if you think that you just want to joke around it's definitely not funny. This is based on my experience, until now I keep thinking those words that they said towards me. 

This is just my opinion, well I'm just a teenager . I still have a long way to go , as a girl I would say that women just like a puzzle , you just need to solve it to get a full picture. 

-Nana-